16 Mayıs 2012 Çarşamba

VI - The End


I had never realized that death is this close to me and because of that I’ve done nothing in my life to get joy from living. I always think that I can do something ,which is fun or thing that I’ve never done before,  at anytime I wanted to do because I was too sure that I’m going to live tomorrow, but now I don’t know what is really happened to me but I convinced myself that I’m a death person know. Then form a far away I saw a light and I think that it is the thing who is charge in here. Then suddenly an unknown force pushed me into that light and I gone into a different realm. I was in the place like forest after seeing this view I got relaxed a little bit because I understand that I’m not in hell or something like that there animals everywhere, birds are singing up in the trees and there is a waterfall noise in the background I felt relaxed and refreshed then that light come to me. It hold me with and we fly over the forest we went to some places which also like heaven. It showed me beautiful things happening around make me full with joy of living but if I am dead know filling with joy of living has no use and any sense anymore. I started to cry while touring with the light because I’ve done nothing in life I lived like a dead person then the light drop me when we are flying  I don’t understand what is happening first but then I started to fall down to the ground I got scared from this but then I realized that what could happen to a dead person after fall from a place which is very high, nothing but I’m new to this place and I don’t know the rules in here so I scared, then I hit to ground. I can’t see anything my vision is blur first but then I slowly started to see that there is a light above me it said “This is your last chance, use it well” and turned into a hospital light. Then I saw the nurse which noticed that I’m awake and run to aware the doctor. Doctor came to the room that I’m staying and check some things around me controlled my blood pressure and inject something to me with needle. After few days in the hospital I got to myself and get out from that boring place and I started to live everyday like my last day.


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